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Let me preface this by saying we have a very unconventional sense of humor. We both call each other "bitch", "asshole", and say crude things. It's our kind of humor, and while dark and maybe mean, never taken personally.
I've dropped 13 kilos from 133 to 120 in the past 2 months with calorie counting, then in the last month gained back 4 due to laziness and stress from work.
Today we were cooking dinner, I made a crude joke, and was met back with "shut up fatass". I know she didn't mean it but I haven't heard that in a long time, since I was called it nearly everyday from 10 until 17. It hurt, she could tell it hurt, but it still sucks.
Gonna use this to get back on track and try to get down to my high school weight of 100 kilos. It's still over BMI for me (6'3) but for me that's bullshit as that was when I was playing and water polo 2x a day before going to hockey practice. I hold it well I guess. Back to calorie restriction and counting, and exercising regularly.
Sorry for the throwaway but others know my main name. And sorry for the wall of text, but fuck that was a rough day.
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