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This sounds pretty negative, but i swear its more of a neutral thing. I was never super overweight but i always thought the slight extra stuff was preventing me from being my best self (i had a round face, im not as squared/angular as i could be, etc). So i lost about 15 pounds and now im technically fit. But after a bunch of me melted away i realized my cheekbones are still broad and round, my chin is weak, my neck is short, i have super knobbly knees and oddly proportioned leg to torso ratio. Losing weight didnt really make me look any better, it just exposed how whack my frame looks in the first place.
I still appreciate being healthier and leaner, and its still an improvement over my old self. Im proud of not cheating the entire time even in the most tempting of circumstances. Its just a bummer working hard to shed the pounds and seeing that theres nothing there underneath. Ive had pretty bad self esteem my whole life and i was really pumped that for the first time i was able to make a positive change. Its just a little hard to accept my genetic realities. I feel like i just look like some kind of weatherbeaten old farmer now lol. Fit, but ugly.
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