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I've lost and gained a ton of times. I'm around 255 lbs now and I hate it. For some reason, I always have a hard time starting again. I feel like I'm losing something, when I change how I eat. And then when I do get on board, I feel so much better. I start getting hope to be able to have a future where I don't hate my body.
It's literally the one thing in my life that doesn't work. I have two beautiful kids, I'm a successful business leader, I have a supporting, loving family, am divorced and killing the single mom life.
The only place in my life I keep failing, is this. And it's such a vital part!
For a long time, I haven't wanted a relationship. Im starting to want that, and there's no way I'll agree to dating anyone weighing this. I honestly don't see myself as lovable, at this weight. Generally I feel confident and kinda like I'm a catch in so many other ways, but this one aspect overshadows all the good and just makes me unlovable. To me. And I'm not asking you to argue that, cause I know it's not true, but I need a kick in my booty to get off my feet and change the way I eat. To start!
I'm afraid I'll keep doing this and wind up old and realising I wasted my dating life. I'm blessed with a beautiful face and an hourglass figure, and I'm also choosing to wrap that in fat.
It's so stupid. Normally I have all the willpower in the world, but God, I'm having trouble starting this time.
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