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Hello! This is a throwaway account as I have several friends on reddit that know my username and I’m not used to showing the vulnerable sides of me. I’ll list my stats however! I am a woman in my early 20s and am 5’8. My start weight was 276 and at my last weigh in, I was at 231. That was over a month and a half ago. And I have been eating horribly since then. I can tell that I have put a good bit of my weight back on but I am too terrified to step on the scale and find out how much.
I come from a family of morbidly obese people. As I started losing weight and it became visible, they would all comment that I look amazing and that they’re proud of me. Yesterday was Thanksgiving in the States and I saw my entire family and they were STILL saying that I’ve lost so much weight even though I’ve blatantly put some back on. It felt horrible and I never want to feel like that again but I don’t know how to fix this now. I felt like they could all see that I’d gained weight and were either mocking me or were pitying me. I’m trapped in a cycle of horrible eating and I’m lost on how to get out. This community was my saving grace when I was actively losing weight and now I need someone or something to turn to.
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