 |
| Advertisement |
I just felt like ranting here after I got some blood test results. It turns out that I have pretty low testosterone for some reason (I've been cutting at an aggressive 1500 calories for the past 3 weeks FWiW, low carb), and at the same time my doctor is telling me that I'm starting to show signs of balding at the age of 26. I've heard the medicines you have to take to treat this are also harmful towards your testosterone production and have a slew of side-effects, that is if they even work for you at all.
On top of this, I fell off my diet wagon yesterday and today. In the past I've lost weight from 270 pounds down to 178 at the lowest, then I gained some back to 195 and am now in the process of losing it again. I've made it down to 185, albeit I'm still pretty high in BF%, but it again feels like I'm slipping down a slippery slope. Nothing in my life feels like it's going right, and it feels like everything is set up so that I will fail somehow. Even if I lose the weight now I'm scared at some point I'll be an unattractive bald guy. Going to the gym and dieting daily feels like a major chore and the results come so slowly, while falling off of my diet is so easy. I feel like I'm just getting old and will never have that good body or attractive look that I want. It feels like all my sacrifices are for nothing.
[link] [comments]
from loseit - Lose the Fat https://ift.tt/2OsuV5f
